CROSSROAD

Fullfillment & Contentment is based not on material things that you possess or the fame that you reach,,,for me it's only a part of it. Having a family with you makes your LIFE complete through thick and thin. But you can't tell what will happen next, when will be the time for you to cross the road between happiness with someone you LOVE that something is lacking and your happiness to fulfill what you desire for them to make them happy, to give them what you can't give if you are with them! Hopefully, the decision that I made will make me stronger than before,,it is for the benefit of my precious one! He'll gonna have millions of querries but someday he'll understand why? Why? Why? and so many Why's?

They say I am too emotional, yeah that's me! But since I need to decide for a thing that I will not regret to do it! For sure, it's gonna lead to big adjustment to my routine but somehow my friends will help me enlighten my way partly.

Things will be changed, where will be the laughters as he opened the door for me? Where is the lover's quarrels every time? I gonna miss his voice a lot,,the way he shows his sweetness once I am angry, the way he removes my tiredness if I am tired! How I wish,,,,,.............!

It's gonna be hard for me,,,hope it's only for the start! Hope I'll be stronger more and more! I need to,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,! Enlighten me, Oh Lord!